In La La Land

It was 3.45 am, I heard sounds in the kitchen. The only people in the house who was wide awake was my sister & me...no one else. I had trouble sleeping after that. I felt that someone was watching me...Felt scared. I never felt save in my own house actually. Couldn't sleep till 5 am...
Woke up at 7 am with my heart beating so fast. I had a bad dream. It was about my ex-boyfriend. He was trying to kill me. It felt so real. How I wish I could control my dreams. I'll only dream of good things. No more nightmares. I did go back to sleep after that but woke up at 10...Felt like vomitting...Stupid stomach cramps. Always comes at a 'perfect' time. I think my period is coming, didn't note down the last time it came though :p

Surprisingly I don't feel tired or sleepy today :)