loving the mic

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Loving yesterday so much. I went for a karaoke session with him. Yup, just us two. For 3 hours. haha. Never will I get enough of karaoke. I love singing so much :) . I even got over my fear. Fear of singing in front of someone. I love it when he sings. He makes me smile especially with his choice of song. Sweeeet la dier. Can I rewind to this day again and again and again :p

Didn't sleep after the karaoke session. Bathed and waited for 5.30. Going to the airport with Tasha. Arsyad was there too. Tasha didn't sleep too. Busy crying I guess coz her eyes were swollen. All I can say is that they are one odd couple. haha * shake head* . She cried alot at the airport. I didn't say anything to make her feel better. I hate being mushi2.

I hate the airport!!! Felt like crying the whole time I was there. Sad place, full of long tearful goodbyes :(

Hudah so noisy & nosy. I want to write my blog pon tak senang la :(

Can I just kill U & call it a day

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I don't know what's gotten into HER lately.

Everything I do seems wrong to you. Never before did I tell you I was going out. Why are you suddenly going ballistic over something so small. When all I did today was go to work. Living in the same house with you is so hard. How could you blame me for everything when I'm not always at home. It really doesn't make sense especially when you blamed me for the electrical bills going up, when you're the one who's always waking up early just to check your game! If I'm a useless bitch like you said I am then fine!!! I'll get out of your sight. I can take the hint!! You don't need to go through all the trouble just to find fault with me. When actually I did nothing wrong.

Alot of things are on my mind. You're not even there to help me cope with all my ups and downs. You don't care about me. You criticise me whenever you get the chance. You cook meals that I'm allergic to. You're not supportive. I don't see why I need to call you my mother anymore!!! The more I think about it, the more I can see that you don't love me at all.



Loving the Weekends!!!

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I'm addicted to karaoke!!!
It was Natasha's 20th birthday last Friday. Celebrated at Pizza Hut. I didn't finish what I was eating though!! Stupid cramps!!
Dear came along...Lucky we haven't gone to karaoke yet...
Ate the Blackforest cake which happens to be Yucky...To be honest I don't really like cakes. That is why there's usually no cakes on my birthday, or if there is Petom would definitely finish it up for me...hehe

Went to Grandlink for the Karaoke session. Wow. I didn't realise that it was so near to City hall.
I love singing!!! But I don't like to listen to my voice. Dear secretly recorded my voice...haha...no wonder he was busy with his handphone...lol...

On Sunday went to GMax Reverse Bungee!!! Damn Thrilling!!! No wonder the ride is fast, coz it's damn scary! I screamed like a mad woman.

I really love my darling. He is very adventurous. Very sweet. And his voice is not as bad as what he said. I love singing with him...Must learn more songs that both of us can sing together. How I wish I could turn back time, and it was the weekends again!!

I'm loving my life now!!! Yay me!!

:'(

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Mummy, sometimes you really annoy me. Will you stop bugging me and telling me to get a good job or a good school.I know, I want it too. I'm trying my best here without any help from you! I told you I wanted to go to Shatec. You just don't listen do you! You never did! You're not even supportive. Everything I say you just ignore. You don't take me seriously. I know I'm not smart but I know where I'm going.

The first thing you said to me after a long day was when am I going to get a good job or a good school. I was angry but sad. I already told her many times about shatec.

I slammed the door and I cried. My heart hurts. Am I a disappointment or what!! She really don't give a shit about me!! You don't love me do you mummy!!

Lucky dear can't tell if I've been crying. I really don't want him to know that I was feeling sad. I don't know why, I'm still not use to saying how I really feel even though I feel very comfortable with him.

I really feel lonely whenever dear's not with me. My family is a whole other story. I can never relate to them. I'm at a lost. Just wishing one day they'd realise how UNFAIR they are!! And stop pressuring me already because i really can't bare.

The week that I dread most

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I went to ssdc by myself today. "Independent" ;p . The moment I walk through the door I saw my best friend Ella ( miss her so much). Easy to spot. Her hair is striking red. LOL

The weather was great. It wasn't too hot, in fact it was windy. How I love the wind.

Guess what... I didn't fall off the bike. Actually the bike is not heavy once you get the hang of it.
I need a new shoe!!! Due to previous accidents!!! I'm going to buy the same one. I wonder when I'm going to take my next practical since it's been raining everyday except when I'm with him then I'll notice that the weather is always perfect.

After taking my practical, I went straight to Hougang to take my beloved N82. Miss you so much seyy.

The week that I dread most is here, and the pain is excruciating as ever :( . Usually I can bare with the pain but this month the pain is like no other...Damn!!! I envy guys... They don't ever have to experience the pain & the mood swings we go through every month. But eversince I'm with him I have no mood swings. I'm happy and smiling most of the time.

I love him so much!!! :)



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Never have I took this long to think of a gift to buy for anyone before. You are just too special and therefore you deserve this 'gift'. And I won't even regret every penny, every effort I put in to buy you this gift...Knowing that you'll smile every single day is enough to make my day. Love is so strong it could make you do anything. I understand now.

Saving money is so hard right now, especially when temptations are all around you. I don't know why there's so many sales... *scratch head* And Hari Raya just couldn't come at a perfect time. So Disrupting!!!

I didn't eat at all before and during work today, felt dizzy. Haha, gotten used to it already by now. Look on the bright side, at least i'm loosing weight and saving money all at the same time. I'm so proud of myself...hahaha

What an amazing day

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Yesterday was the most perfect day I could have ever imagined...
Went to Botanic Garden with him...We were both wearing white...
It was my FIRST time wearing a dress...And he's the first person to see it :)

Took Lots of pictures...Beautiful weather...Everything was perfect

Whenever I'm with him, everything just falls into place...No worries :p

Later at 10, went to Sakura for dinner together with his friends :)
They are so funny...haha...can't stop laughing

After dinner, went to whatever the place is called for a karaoke session...
FIRST time ar!!!
I still can't believe I sang in front of lots of people... It's something I really wouldn't do in a million years :p
I heard his voice for the first time... Not as bad as what he told me. Nice what :)

Wow!!! Overall, an exciting day...I think I love karaoke...Should go often then :p

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