In La La Land

Took my first practical lesson yesterday...The bike was so heavy. I lost balance and fell many times & got into an accident with someone...I'm fine but the helmet isn't :( ... It wasn't mine so I feel so guilty right now...Surprisingly Dear didn't get angry. Wow, he's so patient. No one has ever treated me this good before.

Bought my 2nd dream phone finally!!! Yay Me!!

Just told him the most silliest story, about myself...haha

I was reading the newspaper today at work. Read an article about H1N1. It said 5 cases was from The Butter Factory. So, thinking that it must be a donut shop. I said : " Hey... I'm not eating at The Butter Factory, they have 5 cases of H1N1. Do they just sell donuts or do they sell cakes too!"

While packing my bags for the 'vacation' ...Got a call from papa bear saying to pack faster cause he wanted to go to johor as soon as possible. I was kind of pissed cause he's not thinking about my sayang who was working. Hmm...Selfish but not so selfish because he asked if it was ok for him. The reason for the sudden rush was kind of silly but cute... He wanted to surprise my mum. Sweet.

Came home to find that it was surprisingly quiet...Weird...I felt something's amiss. Somehow my gut feeling sense that my mum, my two sisters & their boyfriends are together. I just don't know where. Hmm...

Went to Chinatown to buy TIGI Bed Hed Small Talk with him. The price was lower then the last time I bought it. It was $20 then, now it is $17.50, so cheap. Took a look around the place. Everything seems super cheap.

Felt like watching movies. Chinatown only have movies that are rated r21, which i can't watch. hmm :( too bad!! How I wish I was forever 21, it seems to be the perfect age. We went to The Cathay instead. Wanted to watch Ghosts of Girlfriends Past but the seats was bad. Wanted to watch Drag Me To Hell but the seat was bad too. So we bought tickets to Land of The Lost instead.

While waiting for the movie at 10.10p.m, we took a walk. Saw the beautiful Giraffe restaurant and bar... Wish to go there one day :p . While walking and talking we saw lights blinking, must be the new shopping centre I thought. Yup, it was. Explored the place. Impressed. Every level is unique... Should go there on the grand opening!! There was also some performance, at The Cathay, playing Samba Masala :) ...nice music i must say!!

Well i didn't expect Land of the Lost would be hilarious...Laughed throughout the movie...

What a blast for a day that wasn't even planned. Seems to me that my luck is changing. Lucky me!

It was a great day today... Went to check out some new blocks in Punggol with Petom, Dan & him... Kind of like an adventure :) ...It was in the middle of the night...I was Loving every second of it but also a bit worried coz 'he' needs to make his passport the next day.

I was a bit pissed when my mom woke me up the next morning at 9 a.m... I slept at 6 a.m, only 3 hours of sleep ( imagine that ) but it was ok coz 'he' came to my house... Seeing him makes me happy :) ...

At 12 noon my mum left the house...I must have dozed off at about 12 ++...My dad left the house at 3.30...I still can't believe I woke up and saw him lying next to me...wow, best!!! Don't get me wrong, nothing happened. My sister and her boyfriend was in the same room too :p

That night we played the computer together...side by side...Looking at Vespas ( I want one!!)
He said something about my Ex & that I'm a nice girl...I cried...Not used to it yet...I was always called a bitch or a slut by my 'ex' till I got used to it, never did he say that I was pretty or thin, instead he said that I was ugly and fat & keeps pinching my thigh and stomach (not playfully, pinch till there's blue black) ...Imagine going through that for 2 years ++ ... Never did he appreciate all the things I've done for him, never even say thank you when i gave him money. Leaving him was the greatest thing I thought i'll never be able to do.

Saw HIM cried for the first time too...I can't explain how it feels to see someone you love cry for the first time...Till this day I still can't believe my luck, meeting someone like him, who is too perfect...I must be extremely lucky!!!

The other day was amazing...Made oreo cheesecake & played games with him :) ... Didn't know simple things like this could turn out to be so fun :)

The cheesecake turned out to be a little bit soft but it tasted great :) ... Made with love :p haha

I love playing games, I can sit at home playing games the whole day & lucky for me I found a guy that is just like that too :) ...

Usually I would have to shut down the computer and entertain 'people' but with him it's different... We played games side by side... To me, it felt like the greatest moment...Really!!

When I'm with him I don't care where we are, what we do... cause no matter what, he never fails to make me the most happiest girl on Earth!!

I woke up at 8 because of my mum... Asked me to pay for hudah's passport...I wonder why she didn't tell me the day before that she wanted me to pay...could have slept longer you know... I slept at 3 a.m the night before...Hmm...so frustating, to wake up so early just to go to the bank!

After going to the bank I can forget about going back to sleep...It's game time! YAY!
Playing games makes me happy...If only I work as a 'Game Player'. Wow! I would love going to work...24 hours also can! haha

Ms. Nosey 3 came to my house at 12 noon... Talking and planning about the future & about marriage too...haha ( example: venue, ring, invitation cards, guest) * da habis berangan belom*

Work was so tiring today...I don't know why...maybe from the lack of sleep? maybe it's because of the long weekend? hmm ... kept doing the wrong thing!!! Stop it!

My grandfather is terribly ill...I'm worried about him, his sugar level is 30, when normally it should be 6 and he is very weak from vomitting too much! He has diabetes. If it stays at 30, he can get stroke sey :(
He was fine actually when my 'clever' grandmother decided not to give him his medication, saying that it makes him weak! When did she become a doctor? And she won't let anyone call the ambulance...What the hell is wrong with her!!! There's no arguing with her decision, let's just say, she's not one to joke around with, she's super bossy & she wears the pants in the relationship, so, no one can argue,or else. We can only try our best to make her change her mind. Hmm

Well I was annoyed actually when today's plans got cancelled :( ... Ended up playing the computer... From morning till night... Not that i mind actually...

I've been in a lovebug lately... Yup, Nizam & me are a couple now... Can't believe I found him...Life doesn't get any better than this...Honestly I've never felt this way before...You can see it in the pictures I take. You can see it in my smile that I've never been this happy before... Slowly the nightmares are fading... I've even thrown all memories of him away. Making space for new ones :)

I can happily sing now that my flu is gone :) ( my other hobby)

I've been feeling so hot lately, pimples are starting to come out too & I've been feeling so thirsty lately till I can't sleep properly ( kept dreaming of water)
The week that I dread most is COMING!! How I wish I was a guy.

Bad news...no bananas in sight...I almost scolded my mum...OMG!!! I know it's rude...I just can't help it. I want to control my mood swings but I really can't. I think she's upset. I can sense it. Sorry Mummy :(