Can't Sleep

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Been having rashes lately... It's been 2 weeks, still not cured yet. WTH :-( ...Feel like crying... But even if i were to cry, the rash would still be there...so... just have to be strong i guess.
I'm still wondering why I'm having rashes though. Out of millions of people, why does it have to be me!!! Can I just chop off my hands, maybe then my problems will be solved. The itch is driving me nuts. I can't even think straight.

Aha!! Maybe I should cut or scratch my hand till it bleeds and then I wash it with Dettol. By doing this, the germs in my blood would be killed faster cause there's an opening in the skin...

It seems to be working!! :) It hurts though... At least not itchy...I'm loving the pain. Die you stupid germs!!!

Sarah can be doctor already la... haha!!! Logical what...right? But it will turn to scabs, nvm, I'll peel it off before Hari Raya. I want perfect skin. Why is it when I'm finally so happy things seems to go wrong? Life is so unfair. :'(

Engagement

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My mum keeps pestering me almost everyday, asking when am I gonna get engaged.
The answer is never...Dughh!!! Even though I used to want to get engaged. I wasn't thinking of love at that time. I was thinking of all the money I would get every month. The best part is I'd get a diamond engagement ring. It was Just about the money... Nothing more.

She was worried that I'd end up marrying someone that treats me badly and by then it is too late cause we're married. But I don't believe getting engage will solve that issue. I believe in trust and true love. If you know the person too well. Both of you want similar things in life then I doubt that anything like she says will ever happen.

I don't care what people say. I'm not gonna spend a single penny on a stupid event.

It is my life. I'll do whatever I want. You can call me stubborn, see if I'd care.
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