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Mummy, sometimes you really annoy me. Will you stop bugging me and telling me to get a good job or a good school.I know, I want it too. I'm trying my best here without any help from you! I told you I wanted to go to Shatec. You just don't listen do you! You never did! You're not even supportive. Everything I say you just ignore. You don't take me seriously. I know I'm not smart but I know where I'm going.
The first thing you said to me after a long day was when am I going to get a good job or a good school. I was angry but sad. I already told her many times about shatec.
I slammed the door and I cried. My heart hurts. Am I a disappointment or what!! She really don't give a shit about me!! You don't love me do you mummy!!
Lucky dear can't tell if I've been crying. I really don't want him to know that I was feeling sad. I don't know why, I'm still not use to saying how I really feel even though I feel very comfortable with him.
I really feel lonely whenever dear's not with me. My family is a whole other story. I can never relate to them. I'm at a lost. Just wishing one day they'd realise how UNFAIR they are!! And stop pressuring me already because i really can't bare.
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