In La La Land

Why do you say I'm sick when you touch my hand? How can you tell?

I did made a wish once. I wished that I'd die. I don't care what ever sickness. Just set me free from the life I have. A pointless life. At my lowest point. The only thing I seek for is luck. That's when I bought the 'lucky four leave clover' necklace. Things started to look brighter, but still, I was living in the shadows.

Love & Luck...That's what it was suppose to bring...But it only brought Luck, not Love. I took it off. Allergy. Things really got ugly. Really.

I guess my heart can't take the pain anymore. Thats when I realise, my heart hurts whenever I'm sad or angry. I'm having difficulty breathing.I fall sick easily. Are these signs? I take back my wish. I don't want to die young. I don't want to die, not yet.