Nightmare Gone!!

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Yay! I got good news....I am OFFICALLY SINGLE...At Last...I'm no longer in hell...Can do whatever i want, wear whatever i want, talk to whoever i want, go wherever i want with no worries of getting scolded, no more emotional break down, no more counselling, no more crying late into the night and waking up with swollen eyes, no more bruises and heartache...Haiz...Life doesn't get any better then this...My mum though is a bit pissed that i broke up with him...But I don't care...this is my life...I decide what's best for me and what's not, she doesn't know him that well to know if he is good or bad. What I feel she'll never know, i'll never tell her...I know she won't understand, she never did.

Bucket List

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Before I Die I Wanna:

  • Officially break up with Azlan
  • Buy A Volkswagon Beetle
  • Open my own bussiness :p
  • Travel around the globe
  • Get married (with someone that makes me smile all the time)
  • Buy a big house...most probably a bungalow with a private pool & a roof garden
  • Learn to play the guitar
  • Learn to roller blade
  • Go sky diving
  • Learn to skii
  • Be with Nizam 4ever(oh tak eh)hehe

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Had fun at my friend's chalet eventhough i only slept for 5 to 10 mins and feeling extremely tired...Everyone was nice..(that was a plus) hehe
Later on, in the later part of the day i went to meet someone(not saying who) and suddenly i don't feel tired...I thought of meeting him for just a while...maybe for like an hour or two...but with him it's impossible...You just seem to loose track of time...He's an addiction i can't resist...Whenever we kiss I feel my heart gives an explotion of fireworks...lol (can't really explain the feeling)...I've never felt it with anyone before...It's usually just a kiss...nothing special...so this must mean you're very special...And I think I'm falling for you...oooppsss!! There i said it!!!

I can't get u out of my mind

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I've never felt this way before...
It's so unexpected
You make me smile just by reading your text msg
What does that mean...hmm
I still can smell your perfume even when you're not with me
I keep thinking of you...U're damn sweet
I tried not to...but it's of no use...
Even when i'm reading...i still think of you
This is Unbelievable!!!

LOVE...Could it be?

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Had a stupid fight with you today
I didn't miss you at all
So why should i say i do...right!!
but no...you just had to jump to conclusions
You are fucking sensitive that i feel that i'm having a relationship
with a girl!!
What's Love? I don't think i know anymore

Hate U

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You must be asking yourself why am i always so grumpy around you
why am i not smiling as much anymore...I've always wanted Out and you know that
I just don't love you anymore...Can't you just accept it and move on
I don't want to stay in a relationship where i get hurt all the time( if you know what i mean)
I Loved you once & I even covered for you when people ask about the bruises
especially when my mum suspected...I didn't know why i stayed...
I must be the most idiotic girl in this world
I only have myself to blame...I'm So Fucking Weak!!

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